I'm Tired of the Hope

You call me a Loser
You're probably right
Least I'm not hiding the fact
that I've given up the fight

I'm tired of the hope
life shoves down my throat
I'm tired of the opportunities
that come as fast as they go

Opportunities Lost

If I could go back in time
I would change
I would do all the things
to insure that you'd stay

I know it's a long shot
I know the odds
but I can't shake the feeling
of opportunities lost

Instead

I could of said
what you wanted
me to say
but instead i held my breath
i could stayed
when wanted
Me to stay
But instead i up and left

Names

You call me dumb
well, i see where
you're coming from
but i never thought
i'd hear it from you

you call me stupid
and that might
be true but
i never thought that
that mattered to you

I May Not Be

I may not be the strongest
but you wouldn't call me weak
I may not be the cutest
at best, you'd call me unique
I may not be the smartest
but you wouldn't call be dumb
I may not be the richest
I embrace where i come from
I may not be the coolest
but thats alright with me
While y'all were dancing at your prom
I was in my bed asleep

Who I Wrote For

I woke up one morning
and my head was sore
Rolled off my bed
Found some lyrics on the floor

couldn't know less
I want to know more
all i know is i wrote a song
but i don't know who I wrote for

could it be for my girl
could it be for my friends
or maybe for country
the list never ends

Average Guy

I live my life
With my back to the sun
I keep on working
till my work is done
it isn't as glorious
as it sounds
there are some days
when i don't wanna be found
I'm just a average guy
with an average life
don't wanna change a thing
cause I'm doing alright
may not be the best i can be
but I'm content with mediocrity

Wait... Scratch that

I wanna live in the spotlight
A different girl every single night
Rocking packed houses till the morning light
That's the kinda guy that i want to be like
If I had the chance
I would change it all
If i had my way
i would be a star
If i had my wish
you wouldn't recognize me
I'd change everything
even my personality

Power

It's about power
It's about control
It's about releasing
the fire thats in
Your soul
You know, nothing can end
Unless it begins
So why don't you close your eyes
and just pretend

With Me

You can live a lonely life
Filled with pain
And filled with strife
Or you can do the same with me
No one was ever hurt by company
except for all those people who
were strangled by strangers who
they picked on the side of the road
America's Most Wanted, Ha,
that show is just a joke
but girl you don't have to worry cause
I'm not the guy who was
featured on the about that
just look at my brand new hat
i mean the one i've had my whole life

Maybe

Maybe
I don't care about you
Or maybe
I have gone insane
Tell me
Please Explain
Cuase I'm tired of living
my life this way
Cause baby
I don't want to lose you
Or maybe I do

Redundant

Let me begin
Before you start
i never meant to
break your heart
I did what i did
and that is that
theres nothing i want
more than for things to go back

to the way they were back then

so let me begin
Before you start
i never meant to
break your heart

I Never Knew

I never knew
life could you so hard
without you
alone with this broken heart
hope it true
that time heals all
i just never knew
it would take this long

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Keybored 1

I'm a Little Like

I 'm a little like an actor
this is kinda like a stage
I'm a little bit crazy
I'm a little bit sane
sometimes i want to leave
sometimes i want to stay
sometime i forget what
want to say
I'm a little like that
I'm a little like this
I'm a little Willy Wonka
I'm a little Hershey's kiss...

Some old drawings i did in class

 

 

Break Me

Go ahead and break me
Take me down a notch or two
Forsake me
I can tell that you want to
Make me
do the things you want to do

An Angel

Yesterday an angel
fell in love with me

but today i broke her heart

tomorrow they'll be
hell to pay

i guess I'm not to smart

Genres

I treat my women like country
my money like rap
my house like rock
and my friends like jazz

i don't know what it means
but thats what i do

i don't know what it means
for someone like you

Newer rhymes

These were made at school...

Cadillacs and cataracts
infiltrate my mind
distract me from the things
i want to dedicate my time

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Everyday of my life
I've done what what i was told
just need a little time
that i can call my own

i may be dumb
and might be crazy
just need a little time
to just be lazy

don't want no errands to run
or jobs to do
just want to live my life
the way i want to

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ain't it a shame
it's all a game
no one knows they play

no one could of guess
it was a contest
pitting you against me

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i was heading down hard
but you broke my fall
you gained my trust
then broke my heart

now I'm so scared
that i don't care
about anything or anyone
thought it was going good
and we were having fun...

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You can see it in my eyes
i can feel it in my soul
i am no longer under
you control

can't you see
not you friend or enemy

i have cut all ties
and taken my time
finally realized
exactly what inside of me
and that the price is free

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John and Joe

Unfinished

It started back oh about a hundred years ago
With a farmer named John and fisher named Joe

John said to Joe "Hey where do you go?,
Tell me please cause I want to know!"

Joe thought of why he stays out all night...
and said to John "That when the fishes bite"

John nodded his head and he walked away
Joe wiped his brow and went about his day
When the work is long, the night comes soon
and what was the sun, now is the moon.

The clock rang 9 times and then once more
and there went Joe, leaving out the door.

The next day, John woke up as joe walked in
then John asked Joe "How was the fishin?"

Joe looked at John, with a nervous stare.
"Not many bites, but the water was fair"

John nodded his head and he walked away
Joe wiped his brow and went about his day
When the work is long, the night comes soon
and what was the sun, now is the moon.

When 10 rolled around, there went Joe
But john had a secret plan that joe didn't know

john was up when joe came home
and john asked him "How'd the fishin' go?"

Joe once again with a nervous sigh
said "I hooked a big one but he broke my line"

John chuckled to himself, cause he knew he caught Joe
"You couldn't of gone fishin, i hid your pole"

The Sun

Unfinished... and it'll probably stay that way

Woke up to the sun
he was burning my house
I decided to fight
cause i'm not a mouse

So i grabbed my sword
and i grabbed my sheild
and said to the sun
your about to be killed

luckily for me
the stable was alright
so i found my horse
and yeah i started to ride

when i got back
the sun was still there
so i came up from behind
while he was unaware

i yelled out
It's time for you to die
he turned around
and said first your gonna fry

The fight was long
and the battle was rough
and just when i thought
the sun had enough

he started glowing red
and he grew in size
the winds kicked up
and shot plasma out his eyes

When i saw this
i knew it wouldn't be long
yeah, the sun was desperate
cuase he knew i'd won

I chuckled to myself
becuase i knew
that it wouldn't be long
before he ran out of fuel

Old Rhymes 3

now it's the law
to live a lie
being yourself
has become a crime

for some it might
be hard to to do
to throw away
all your used to

but soon it will
all be fine
the lines will blur
between truth and the lie

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I can feel the malaise setting in
cant find the will to begin
rather just sit around and wait
life's passing by and i just wave

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Could a been a prep
with my collar popped
Could a picked a sport
and become a jock
Could a been a rocker
with a tribal tat
could a been a kicker
with a cowboy hat

But i don't think I'd like you
if you liked me like that

And even though it's always
been my wish to be with you
don't think i wanna change
to make it come true

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Cuase pain in my heart
gets disguised by the part
that i play
when i am up on the stage

the hurt in my voice
is hidden by the the choice
that i make
when the band starts to play

Alright...
Now that your caught up.

Old Rhymes 2

sleep all day
and we rock all night
it's time to stop conforming
and started to fight

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Not everything made
deserves to be great
thats a lesson we all must learn
but don't slow down or hesitate
we don't know when our luck will turn
you just need one idea
to get you higher
you just need one spark
to make a fire

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I'm just a loser
who looks at things way to long
i think about the mechanics
and then i write a little song

that no one will hear
but i don't mind
cause if they did
they'd probably laugh
and I'd definitely cry

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I've grown tired of the things we take for granted
i want like i was born not as if i was planted

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Go ahead and cry
baby, shed those tears
this ain't a game
theys need to fear

Fear is the thing
that lets you grow
even though you know
you are not in control

All you can do is just
enjoy the ride
do what you can
to feel alright

the pain you feel
is just a gift
reminds us all
we have a life to live

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So there i was
angry and confused
with an heart that bloody
and an ego thats bruised
But then you came
into my world


The thing i loved
had come to an end
Knew no love
and i had no friend
then you came
into my world


everything had changed
when i found you
picked up all the pieces
You were mt glue
when you came
into my world


ya the times were good
ya the times were fine
but i guess i just
missed ya all the signs
when you were
in my world

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Guess i spoke to soon
i talked out of turn
made a fool of myself
when will i ever learn

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Was 5 years ago when i was enlisted
to a secret organization that never existed
i had chance to leave but they insisted
they said I'd travel threw time and worlds so distant
after hearing this i wasn't too resistant

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When your around
the feelings so strange
but when your gone
it doesn't seem to change

My mind says no
but my heart says yes
leaving my body
a complete mess

this feeling i have
i know it very well
first my heart get heavy
and begins to swell

the cat in my mouth
grabs a hold of of my tongue
the song i want to sing
sadly go unsung

My legs feel unstable
like i need a cane
eyes they strain
body in pain
but all i can do is
complain in vain

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i just called to say to you
I'm am glad to have met you
and if you fall and I'm around
I'll try my best to let you

cause mistakes are meant to be made
and lessons are meant to be learned
and experience take a lifetime to get
and you know it must be earned

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Hey buddy
Hey Buddy

I'm Getting kinda hungry
think im gonna go back
gonna go to the store
and buy me a snack

Hey buddy
Hey Buddy

I don't know what to say after that
gonna go downtown
gonna go buy me a cat
gonna pet it and feed it everyday
gonna let it outside
so it can play

Hey Buddy
Hey Buddy

I need to go back home
i need to mow my lawn
cause time has passed
and the grass is long

Hey Buddy
Hey Buddy

getting kinda tired
time to take a nap
gonna climb into bed
and that is that

Hey Buddy
Hey Buddy

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Old Ryhmes 1

These are some old things i wrote:

I threw a rock at a guy
okay it was a pebble
even though i missed
I'm technically a rebel

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The People will stand up
and they'll shout
and they'll cry
we don't know what about
or even why

we are completely oblivious
to the times
we are blissfully delirious
to the rest of mankind

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being talented isn't needed to be known
all you need is big bill from your new Iphone

being talented isn't needed to be known
just get a webcam and yell "LEAVE BRITNEY ALONE"

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Rip up the Headlines
Make up your own Minds

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the ones before
i can't compare
I'm sorry to say
my lyrics are bare

compared to Dylan
or even Cher
shallow words
no depth anywhere

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every single day
every single night
wishing your okay
hoping your alright

wherever you are
thats where you'll be
an I'm sorry to say
it's not next to me

time thinkin' bout you
is time well spent
time thinking bout you
is worth the regret

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every day
a piece of me goes away
and gets replaced
by something other
than myself
i no I'm not that great
not too interesting
but i cant help but
wonder if your still listening
to the down trodden truth
to the sad fact
that things are this way
and never going back

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there is no hint of regret
when i look at you
its alright that I'm out of your mind
cause of out of mine too

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Baby shed those tears
realize your fears
its only a matter of time
for you life on the line
and you yourself hold the shears

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you don't know the
emotions you invoke
it's been too long
to still have hope

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